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So... yeah haven't been around here lately, but I just needed a good rant.

My life's been pretty fucked up lately - all coming from my health condition.

For starters - my wrist surgery. Actually my second wrist surgery - now when ppl hear that the think that it's something really serious that needed a lot of interventions. But it's not! It's something pretty simple that the damn doctors managed to fuck up the first time. So last month I went to a clinic that specializes in various orthopedic interventions with the hope, they'll fix my wrist. I had all the necessary tests done (which included a lot of blood being drained from me) and went there, gave the damn pricks 200lv (which for some ppl may not be much, but for me it f*ckin' is) unofficially and hoped this time they did it right. Of course with my damned luck - they f*cked up. AGAIN! Now I can't really bend my wrist like I'm supposed to and it hurts when I try.

Second comes my blood pressure. While getting the tests for the surgery done, the doctors found out that it was so high it's practically dangerous for my heart. So my doc prescribes me something I start taking the thing and I expect my blood pressure to turn normal again. And again my luck - NO! so I go to my doctor and tell him that the thing he prescribed isn't working, but he's all "No! It's supposed to work slow" So I keep taking it and when I see no change, i go to a friend of my mom's who owns a pharmacy and ask if the medicine is supposed to work that slow. And when the guy heard what the stupid doctor prescribed me he looked as if I had two damn ugly heads. He goes on to explain that this medicine does help a bit, but only if taken with something stronger and tells me to ask my doctor to send me to a cardiologist to have more tests done, so we can see where the problem comes from. And yesterday I went to my doctor again and asked him to send me to cardiologist, but he told me right out "No! I won't!" So now I'm asking - WHAT THE F*CKIN HELL????? Aren't doctors supposed to take care of your health? What happened with the Hippocratic Oath "...I will apply dietic measures for the benefit of the sick..." and all that?

So basically I'm at the end of my patience and I sure as hell don;t know what to do.